i need to be next to u

i need to be next to u, aaahh.. i need to share every breath with u, aaahh.. *nyanyi lagunya julienne taylor - need to be next to you*

pagi2 inget lagu itu,, huhuhu jadi sedih.. :(
sampe sekarang masih jauh2an nih sama dia.. hik hiks..
hmm.. dulu saya udah pernah tulis postingan ini, jadi harusnya dia udah disini sekarang. but he's not coming yet until now :(

cerita deh,
jadi pada suatu hari di bulan maret, big bossnya cowok saya -sebut aja namanya bu KS- nerbitin SK mutasi utk dia ("dia" refers to cowok saya, bukan big bossnya) ke surabaya. di SK tertulis mutasinya tanggal 15 april. seneng banget donk pastinya kami berdua.
tapi sekitar 1 minggu sebelum tanggal yg sudah dijanjikan (15 april), si ibu MENUNDA SK yang telah diterbitkan sampai dengan batas waktu yg belum ditentukan.
padahal sebelumnya saya udah seneng banget. udah bikin rencana ini itu kalo dia disini. sedih ya.
sedihnya lagi, si ibu menunda itu tanpa ada konfirmasi apapun ke kami berdua. padahal sebelumnya kami (saya dan si ibu) sempat bertemu di conference call rapat komite kredit, dan dia udah kasih selamat utk rencana mutasi itu, dan saya juga udah berterimakasih ke dia, di depan forum komite kredit.
dan dia menundanya tanpa penjelasan apapun.
yes, u sucessfully broke my heart, maam..

okay, sekarang kami udah menikah. mudah2an yg kemaren sempat tertunda bisa segera terlaksana. amin.
i need to be next to u, sweetheart

nyanyi lagi ah

Been running from this feeling for so long
Telling my heart I didn't need it
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it's just a lie
So afraid to take a chance again
So afraid of what I feel inside

But I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath of you
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smile each morning
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, oh I
I need to be next to you
Need to be next to you

Right here with you is right where I belong
I lose my mind if I can't see you
Without you there's nothing in this life
That would make life worth living for
I can't make it if you're not there
I can't fight what I feel any more

Cause I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath of you
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smile this morning
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, oh I
I need to be next to you
I need to have your arms next to mine for all the time
Holding for all my life
I need to be next to you
I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
Need to be, need to be next to you
Share every breath of you
I need to feel you in my arms, baby, in my arms baby
I need to be next to you

lyrics taken from http://www.stlyrics.com/lyrics/bounce/needtobenexttoyou.htm