Thursday 25 February 2010

Hymne Pramuka

Hari ini agak2 badmood, gara2 tadi datang Big Boss dari Jakarta, trus kasih kabar yg kayaknya gak terlalu menggembirakan.
huh
dan parahnya lagi, si big boss datang dengan membawa asistennya yang sotoy marotoy nyebelin amit2 jabang bayi tujuh turunan. ih. dan kayaknya si sotoy itu ngeh banget kalo aku benci sama dia. ya iyalah, aura benciku terpancar dengan jelas kok. dan dulu memang kita juga punya masalah personal. bukan nyimpen dendam sih, tapi masih males maafin aja. dia juga gak minta maaf. dan gak berubah. so, no reason to forgive him kan?
dulu (tahun 2008), di bulan2 pertamaku masuk unit kerja ini, si sotoy sangat mempersulit hidupku. dia memang di posisi yg strategis banget. di posisinya itu, dia bisa mempermudah orang lain, atopun mempersulit. bisa banget, kenapa? karena dia dekat dengan kekuasaan (a.k.a. si big boss). dan anehnya big boss percaya banget sama dia. big boss tau gak sih kalo dia itu licker abis?? tau gak sih? hah? dia itu suka jelek2in orang di depan big boss (termasuk aku), suka marah2in orang as if he is the boss (termasuk aku), suka mempersulit kerjaan orang (termasuk kerjaanku), suka ngomongin orang di belakang (termasuk aku), belagu, dan pastinya sotoy.
yah sudahlah, stop talking about si sotoy.

nah, gara2 badmood, males kerja, jadilah jam istirahat tadi aku main2 ke beberapa blog adik2 ABG. lucu2 deh. trus tau2 nemu lagu HYMNE PRAMUKA!!!! ya ampuuunnn dah lama bangeeettt ga nyanyiin lagu ini. tapi aku masih inget lho. senangnyaaaa.. nemunya di http://dilaisverycute.blogspot.com/2009/11/apaan-seeh-mentang2-pramuka-yee.html

senangnyaaa,,, berasa kembali ke masa lalu.. masa2 pramuka.
eh tapi sebenernya saya gak terlalu suka pramuka. kenapa? soalnya selalu disuruh jadi pinru (pemimpin regu). dan semua2 harus serba mandiri. aku kan males banget orangnya. belajar masak, males. jalan jauh panas2an, males. ndiriin tenda, males. bobo' di alam terbuka, males. mandi di tempat yg jorok, males juga.
soooooo.. aku memang gak scoutlady banget deh.. hehe

but i love this song anyway.. :)

nih teks nya kayak gini nih:
Kami... Pramuka indonesia
Manusia pancasila
Satyaku Kudarmakan
Darmaku kubaktikan
agar jaya
indonesia indonesia tanah airku
kami jadi pandumu

okay, tengkyu ya Dilla, untuk lyrics dan cerita pramukanya :)

Wednesday 24 February 2010

Try to Remember

Try to remember the kind of September
When life was slow and oh
so mellow.
Try to remember the kind of September
When grass was green and grain was yellow.
Try to remember the kind of September
When you were a tender and callow fellow.
Try to remember and if you remember
then follow
follow.

Try to remember when life was so tender
When no one wept except the willow.
Try to remember when life was so tender
When dreams were kept beside your pillow.
Try to remember when life was so tender
When love was an ember about to billow.
Try to remember and if you remember
then follow
follow.

Deep in December it's nice to remember
Although you know the snow will follow.
Deep in December it's nice to remember
Without a hurt the heart will hollow.
Deep in December
it's nice to remember
The fire of September that made you mellow.
Deep in December our hearts should remember and follow
follow.

lyrics diambil dari http://www.elyrics.net/read/h/harry-belafonte-lyrics/try-to-remember-lyrics.html


update:

setelah denger2in sendiri, kayaknya ada yg salah dikit deh dari teks di atas..
yg bener kayak gini nih:

Try to remember the kind of September
When life was slow and oh
so mellow.
Try to remember the kind of September
When grass was green and grain was yellow.
Try to remember the kind of September
When you were a tender and callow fellow.
Try to remember and if you remember
then follow
follow.

Try to remember when life was so tender
When no one wept except the willow.
Try to remember the kind of September
When love was an ember about to billow.
Try to remember and if you remember
then follow
follow.

Deep in December it's nice to remember
Although you know the snow will follow.
Deep in December it's nice to remember
The fire of September that made us mellow.
Deep in December our hearts should remember and follow
follow.

Monday 22 February 2010

2010

Sore ini di ruang meeting,

Boss: jadi, inget semua ya! Target tahun 2010 kita: 50, 150, 10, 1.5! Semangat semangat!! Tapi kayaknya kurang challenging ya ini target? mungkin belum tengah tahun kita dah bisa achieve nih!


saya (dalam hati): ngomong sama tangan aja deh bos

Thursday 18 February 2010

Pakde Sakit

Pakde (kakaknya ayah) sakit.

sakitnya komplikasi, udah lama sih, diawali dari diabetes, darah tinggi, kolesterol, yang terus menjalar dan sekarang beberapa organ vitalnya sudah mulai kehilangan fungsi normalnya. beliau kena stroke, gagal ginjal, gagal paru2.
kalo datang menjenguk ke ICU, nggak tega rasanya, liat beliau terbaring dengan banyak selang berseliweran, termasuk salah satu selang yg lumayan besar dimasukin ke dalam mulutnya.

Dan yg lebih gak tega lagi, beliau harus terus di dalam ICU, yg itu berarti gak boleh didampingi oleh keluarganya setiap saat.

Kalo dia butuh apa2 gimana? suster kan beda sama keluarga.

trus siapa yg akan mengingatkan beliau untuk sholat? selama masih sadar & bernyawa, kan tetap wajib sholat, walopun cuma dengan isyarat. di dalam ruang ICU gak bisa bedakan siang ato malam. dan para suster itu gak mikirin yg kayak gituan.

Dan nanti, kalo misalnya Allah memang berkenan ngambil beliau saat masih berada di ICU ini, nanti waktu beliau sakaratul maut, siapa yg akan membimbing beliau untuk mengucapkan Lailahailallah? padahal itu adalah saat2 yg paling menentukan bagi setiap manusia (khususnya muslim) agar dia bisa meninggal dengan Khusnul Khotimah (eh, bener gak sih tulisannya? tau ah).
Tapi kemaren sepupuku (anak sulungnya pakde yg sakit) dan amiku (adeknya ayah) sudah bicara dengan dokter kepala mengenai masalah Khusnul Khotimah ini, dan alhamdulillah karena dokternya muslim juga, jadi dia bisa mengerti. dan dia berjanji akan mengatur masalah ini dengan suster jaga, supaya bisa diijinkan ada 1 orang yg mendampingi pakde setiap saat.
mudah2an dia menepati janji itu.

Ya Allah, tolong jaga pakdeku, kalo memang masih Kau beri jatah umur, tolong jaga supaya dia tetap sabar & ikhlas menjalani ujian ini. mudah2an bisa mengurangi dosa2nya yg telah lalu.

dan kapanpun Kau akan memanggil beliau, tolong jagalah supaya beliau bisa meninggal dalam keadaan yg baik, khusnul khotimah.

dan berikan kesabaran kepada kami keluarganya juga.
amin..

jadi pengen nangis lagi

Monday 15 February 2010

Jordin Sparks "No Air"

tadi pagi ada yg muter "No Air" nya Jordin Sparks, huhuhu.. Jadi inget masa2 menunggu penempatan dulu.. sekitar bulan Juli 2008, di salah satu cabang di Jakarta.

jadi begini ceritanya, saya masuk bank ini melalui suatu program rekrutmen khusus, semacam MT (management training), dengan masa training selama 1 tahun. setelah training 1 tahun, ada masa "semacam magang di cabang" selama sekitar 1 bulan (bisa kurang / lebih, tergantung nasib) untuk bantu2 jualan di cabang yg ditunjuk.
setelah "magang" itu, barulah kita semua dikumpulkan di auditorium kantor pusat untuk dilantik dan ditempatkan (penempatan sesuai nasib, bisa dimana aja di seluruh Indonesia).

Kembali ke "magang sebulan di cabang sambil nunggu penempatan" tersebut, kita sekelas dibagi jadi beberapa kelompok untuk di sebar2 ke cabang2 yg ada di Jakarta, dengan anggota 3 orang perkelompok.
harusnya di masa2 itu, kita bantu2 cabang untuk jualan produk2 perbankan, dalam rangka mencapai target.
tapi kenyataannya? yaa kita emang jualan sih,, tapi gak sebanyak yang diharapkan,, karena sebagian besar waktu kita habiskan untuk ngobrol, curhat2an, nyanyi2, main game, jalan2 di blok M (kebetulan dapet cabang yg santai dan deket banget sama Blok M, jadi beberapa temen, termasuk dia, suka kabur dari cabang mereka masing2 untuk main ke cabang saya, hehe)..

dan if i'm not mistaken, No Air termasuk yg sering kita puter krn saya dan salah satu teman sekelompok saya yg namanya mirip pembalap terkenal jaman dulu, suka banget sama lagu itu.

hiks hiks..

jadi kangen..

dan emang di masa2 itu kita semua agak mellow sih, mengingat gak lama lagi kita semua akan terpisah2 tersebar di seluruh Indonesia,, huwaaaa... hiks hiks.. (dan ternyata beneran kan, saya jadi LDR an sama dia, hiks).

sekarang 2 orang temen sekelompok saya itu ada di makasar & jambi. huhu.. jauhnyaaa..

nih lagunya nih, nyanyi yuk

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air

[Chorus x2]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

lirik diambil dari http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/jordinsparks/noair.html

Friday 12 February 2010

TGIF

huwaaaaaaaaahhhhh
tnx God it's friday!!
alhamdulillah sudah Jumat lagiii..
besok liburrr.. yeeeeyyy yeeeyyy.. hurray hurray (ya eyalah libur, sabtu gitu)

istirahat dulu ah, rasanya dah mulai ga fit nih, my body is not delicious.. halah..

yuk pulang yukk..

santai2 di rumah

mudah2an besok gak ada acara keluarga yg bikin capek (kayak minggu lalu misalnya: secara mendadak kita sekeluarga pergi jalan2 ke madura. dan parahnya, secara tanpa direncana juga, ternyata jalan2nya sampe ke Sumenep. ya ampuuunn.. itu kan dah di ujung terjauhnya pulau madura!! jadi deh badan pegel2 gara seharian sampe malem jalan2 tanpa rencana)
mudah2an besok bisa beristirahat dengan tenang.. dan bisa sedikit refreshing ngobrol2 sama dia yg nun jauh disana.. huhuhu

amiiinnn..

JEM "Just a Ride"

Life, it's ever so strange
It's so full of change
Think that you've worked it out
Then BANG
Right out of the blue
Something happens to you
To throw you off course
And then you

Breakdown
Yeah you breakdown
Well don't you breakdown
Listen to me
Because

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
No need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up
Sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
Don't be scared
Don't hide your eyes
It may feel so real inside
But don't forget it's just a ride

Truth, we don't wanna hear
It's too much to take
Don't like to feel out of control
So we make our plans
Ten times a day
And when they don't go
Our way we

Breakdown
Yeah we breakdown
Well don't you breakdown
Listen to me
Because

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
No need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up
Sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
Don't be scared
Don't hide your eyes
It may feel so real inside
But don't forget it's just a ride

Slowly, oh so very slowly
Accept that
There's no getting off
So live it, just gotta go with it
Coz this ride's, never gonna stop

Breakdown
Don't you breakdown
No need to breakdown
No need at all
Because

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
No need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you all around
Sometimes you're up
Sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
Don't be scared now
Dry your eyes
It may feel so real inside
But don't forget enjoy the ride


http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Just-a-Ride-lyrics-Jem/7D5CA256F99601D048256E8E00107FF4

Lenka "Trouble is a friend"

Trouble will find you
No matter where you go
Oh, oh
No matter if you're fast
No matter if you're slow
Oh, oh
The eye of the storm
wanna cry in the morn
Oh, oh
You're fine for a while
But you start
To lose control

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

Trouble is a friend
But trouble is a foe
Oh, oh
And no matter
What I feed him
He always seems to grow
Oh, oh
He sees what I see
And he knows
What I know
Oh, oh
So don't forget
As you ease
On down my road

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I won't let him win
But I'm a sucker for his charm
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

How I hate the way
He makes me feel
And how I try
To make him leave
I try
Oh, oh, I try

But he's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I won't let him win
But I'm a sucker for his charm
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

Ooh
Ahh
Ooh

http://artists.letssingit.com/lenka-lyrics-trouble-is-a-friend-dwb6wcs

Thursday 11 February 2010

Lenka "The show"

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

lirik diambil dari http://artists.letssingit.com/lyrics-the-show-36mcxdj

kerja

kerja kerja kerja kerja kerja
ayo selesaikan semuanya sekarang, like there's no tomorrow

kerja kerja kerja kerja kerja

Wednesday 10 February 2010

ganti komputer

huaahh.. kemaren komputer aku diganti.. :)
gara2 kompi lama udah sering banget hang, jadi digantilah dengan kompi yg - gak baru2 amat juga sih, tapi kayaknya lumayan dibanding yg dulu..
tapii.. beberapa program blum di instal, trus imel outlook juga blum di setting ulang.. huhuhu.. jadi gak bisa imel2an sama temen2 odp.
mo cepet2 hubungi IT, tapi blum sempet, load kerjaan lagi tinggi2nya. yasudlah, untuk sementara ini imel2an pake yahoo ato gmail aja dulu.

btw, kenapa ya, awal tahun ini load kerja tinggiiii banget. awal tahun lalu juga sih. apa memang akan selalu begini tiap awal tahun?
hhmm..
banyak debitur minta ini itu, banyak pencairan, banyak buka bank garansi, LC, wah wah.. sampe2 aku gak pernah sempat ngerjain nota di jam kerja. itu berarti aku harus lembur tiap hari untuk bikin nota2 itu, secara pending nota juga masih ada 3 biji.
untung yg 2 cuma kewenangan wilayah.

hhhmm..

kerja lagi ah

Friday 5 February 2010

ain't ato aren't?

dua hari lalu saya ngajarin adek bungsu yg masih kelas 5 SD tentang question tag.
di buku paketnya, ada contoh kalimat question tag seperti ini:
I am beautiful, ain't I?

saya setuju dengan buku itu, karena memang setau saya singkatan untuk "am not" adalah "ain't", tapi saya sedikit ragu2 karena kalo tidak salah ain't hanya boleh dipake secara informal.
tapi karena di bukunya seperti itu, jadi ya sud lah, saya ikutin aja.

besok malamnya, adek saya cerita sambil nunjukin buku tulisnya:
adek: kak, kata guruku, kita gak boleh pake ain't untuk nyingkat am not. soalnya itu bentuk tidak baku.
saya: iya, itu emang bentuk tidak baku. jadi am not nya gak boleh disingkat?
adek: bukan kak, kata guruku, question tag itu kalimat keduanya tetep harus disingkat.
saya: trus disingkat pake apa?
adek: pake aren't
saya: (diem dulu) kok aren't? aren't kan are not?
adek: iya, tapi khusus question tag, am not bisa disingkat jadi aren't.
saya: ah masa sih? udah kamu gak usah nyingkat deh, am not nya tulis am not aja.
adek: gak boleh kak, harus disingkat.

saya jadi makin bingung deh. apa emang bener kayak yg dibilang si bu guru itu ya?

Monday 1 February 2010

kenapa?

iihh ini kenapa sih,
komputer hang mulu,
meja berantakan banyak pending,
TLku ga masuk,2 TL alternate lainnya ngilang,
huuuh,
pengen marah aja.
masa dari pagi sampe sekarang,dah ngerestart kompi 4 kali??
ni kompi kemaren aku tinggal cuti diapain aja sih?
ihh malesin bgt

pengen marah.
pengen marah pengen marah pengen marah.

huuhh.
hmm..

tapi..
ga boleh marah,lagi puasa.
sabar sabar..
hhh..
fyuh..

iihh

update:
hasil wawancara dg para tersangka, yaitu para penghuni tim kredit 1 (inisialnya: A, P, T, dan D - lagi males ngarang nama)
aku: mas P, ini kompi aku kenapa sih? hang mulu
mas P: ya itu, dari kemaren aku buka file PT Mawar juga hang2 mulu
aku: lha mas P apain kemaren??
mas P: aku tidurin (CPU nya emang berubah posisi, tadinya berdiri, sekarang jadi tidur)
T: iya tuh ditidurin sama mas P
D: emang, dari hari kemis kemaren error terus, nyusahin
mas P: iya, soalnya T udah gak sabar mo kawin, jadi dia tidurin aja kompimu, katanya mendingan nidurin kompinya daripada nidurin yg punya

tuh kan, kalo nanya ke mereka pasti ga ada solusinya
huh, dasar mesum

back to the real world

hari ini mulai kerja lagi.